Tuesday, February 5, 2008

In which there is dramatic foreshadowing

A strange melancholy has settled over the familiar swamp of ~silentsparrow~. I can't quite put my finger on it, but ever since the notice of the sale, I've sensed that change is in the air.

~silentsparrow~ is my home away from home. I've always felt at peace in the eternal dusk, alone but for the sounds of the birds and frogs and scrabbling of friendly rats. I spend most of my time in Second Life alone, partly because it's so damned tough to carry on a conversation when my daughter needs me. Perhaps other parents can understand -- it's nice to have a space where you are NOT a small child's larger, more intelligent mecha extension.

Violet used to be the Victorian color of mourning, but I shouldn't focus upon loss. Every change means new growth, right? All the same, I feel as if my avatar was truly born when I wandered down the bridge of ~silentsparrow~.

The stars are not wanted now: put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun.
-- W.H. Auden

(At least I'm emoing around in some damned pretty jewelry by Balderdash and Second Mirage.)

***Hair: Calico Creations Sarah II in obsidian violet, Calico Kitty (125, 21, 26)
***Skin: Curious Kitties Butterfly Twilight
***Tattoo: Minajunk free butterfly tattoo (store freebie)
***Gloves: Draconic Kiss Revers a Lacets
***Earrings: Balderdash - Coggles of my Heart -Black
***Necklace: (Second Mirage) Carmen necklace
***Dress: **THE CLOSET** CountryGirl in purple
***Tights: G.L.A.M. tintable tights, store freebie, in light
***Shoes: (Shiny Things) Ruffle Boots in black

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